when darkness turns to light

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i've just come to realise that,
i've actually been living the way people want me to
if it's my own life,
why is it that so many people just want to interfere?
it's not fun to live a life,
in which you always have to watch what you say and do
i'd rather be myself.
why are certain people always forcing me to do things that are against my will?
why are others always having so much comments on everything
it just seems that,
whatever others do,
seem to be a problem to them.
can't they just bother about themselves?
if they simply have so much time,
then go do something constructive.
stop adding in to the frustration
it's definitely enough.

`yrorsfisihtdfefnoydobyna
decipher it yourself

My mind's unweaving/ 11:34 AM

i'm just too lazy to blog.
had science prac exam today
oh well, i just hope that i can pass
today was such a FUN day.
yay.. [nonchalant]
guess what.
mrs lim complimented my group on the dnt ppt presentation =)

`68 days!!

My mind's unweaving/ 7:58 AM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

been doing art since 8+?
ARGH!!
when can i ever complete it?!
stupid art..
CURSES!!~

My mind's unweaving/ 3:43 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

went shopping with mum after school
tried so many pieces of clothes
in the end i didn't want them
tries on shoes
in the end
i didn't get them too
went there for so long
haha
and all i brought home was 2 sb-s
the colours remind me of cresent girls' school uniform

xuan lost her thumbdrive today
used it during IT
and she forgot to pull it out
now it's missing
hope she'll manage it get it back SOMEHOW

`boogey woogie woogie

My mind's unweaving/ 11:18 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

mum didn't fetch me to school today
took the bus instead
geog was a seriously funny lesson
laughs at the teacher
a DARN hilarious one
no wonder her hair's always so messy
just keep watch on how she shakes her head

english oral
my examiner was mrs ong
her english is kinda chim
didn't really understand it at first
then she broke it down into simpler terms for me
LOLs/
took abigail's mum's care home again.
hee..
stoped at macs to buy sundae
yummy.. =)

had tuition just now
the teacher flared up
wow.. first time seeing him flare up
the stupid jokes told by morris the small boy
-.-
seriously, i dont fel like studying anymore.
i'm so bored with studying!!
too bad.
sokyi,
you'll just have to carry on studying until the exams are officially over
then you can finally SLACK!!
all the best!! =)

`TOMORROW'S WAY

My mind's unweaving/ 2:10 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

SCROLL TO THE BOTTOM
AND LISTEN TO THE SONG!!
it's DARN nice.
i mean extremely nice

TODAY
wow..
this is the first time this year
i reached home at 3.07 pm
had to do the catwalk
cos we were a few seconds slower then the other group
for completing the physics set up??!!
or maybe it's mr lim who was slow in seeing us
nvm.
we meowed and walked..
well, that was the catwalk..
today was the 4th time louisa cried cos of her chipmunks
aww..
took abigail's mum's car and
TA-DA!! i'm home

My mind's unweaving/ 7:59 AM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tomorrow’s way
Lyrics & Music: YUI

http://ting.666ccc.com/song_play/54540.htm

Ima wo kowashite shimaitai
Ima ni sugaritsuite itai
Jibun no koto wa wakara nai

Yari naoseru hazu nai yo
Shira nai machi ni kakurete mite mo
Madogoshi ni tada ima wo omou

Nigedashi tai shoudou kara
Nigedasu made no koujitsu ni mayou

Chigireta kioku wo tadoreba
Ano goro ni datte modoreru
Itsuka no shounen mitai ni

Kanaeru tame umaretekita no
Osanaki hibi ni egaita uchuu
I’m a baby　nakitaku mo naru
Teniireru tame noItami nara so good

Ikiru koto ga tatakai nara
Kachimake mo shikata ga nai koto
Sonna koto kurai wakatte iru yo

Naki dashitai shougeki kara
Hashiri dashita asu he to kodou ga sawagu

Massugu ni ikiteyukitai
Tada massugu ni ikiteitai
Ano hi no shounen mitai ni

Kanaeru tame umaretekita no
Osanaki hibi ni kanjita kokyuu
I’m a baby　nakitaku mo naru
Teniireru tame no
Itami nara so good

Dareka no kotoba ni tsumadukitaku nai
Madowa saretaku nai...

Ashita mo kitto kagayaiteiru
Osanaki hibi ni modoranakute ii
Tomorrow’s way of my life　kowagari dakedo
Hikikaese nai michi ni tatteru

Kanaeru tame umaretekita no
Osanaki hibi ni egaita uchuu
I’m a baby　naitari shinai
Teniireru tame
Itami nara so good

My mind's unweaving/ 2:36 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

i've decided to be optimistic.
what's the point of being sad cos of them?
time will heal all wounds

[physics]
*shows 4th finger to mr lim
he told us to watch a ghost car advert
he was telling us abt the white light that was behind it
and to listen and watch it carefully
all of us were very attentive to the advert
there was nth scary about it at first
suddenly this very scary face appeared
everybody screamed
next we had this competition
vic, rachel joyce and charms lost
had to do cat walk
and charmaine had to got to the toilet
and they didn't even do catwalk.
just normal walking

left school with candice and meiyang

xuan pangseh us!!

she's one mean one

before she left she told me to send candice her condolences

`no more brooding over it

My mind's unweaving/ 1:08 AM

Friday, September 16, 2005

thrashed it all out today..
oh well,
hope everything will turn out just the way it was
even though i have a feeling it wont
sorry for all the unhappiness caused
anw, thanks vic,rachel,ann na and xuan

My mind's unweaving/ 9:38 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

why the sudden treatment?
i'm human too..
just like you, i have feelings
dont you think you're a lil overboard?
leaving me out in everything
it's no longer what it used to be..

My mind's unweaving/ 9:08 AM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

had a close encounter with death before band
almost choked to daeth
cos of the stupid half boiled egg
was rushing for band
and we were running late
so i just stuffed 3/4 of the egg into my mouth
just after liyun said
'i cannot chew on a whole egg
i'll choke.'
the nest moment, i choked on the egg
and i couldn't even breathe
thanks for those who helped me to pat my back
to help clear my throat

band was kinda fun in the beginning
joking and talking
but the way it ended as so unexpected
got to know some things which i never knew abt this person
she accused someone for being a backstabber
just think of what you did for the band
practically NOTHING
thanks to those who really who have really been working so hard all these years just for us
although your hard work had never been appreciated by us before
i do now
some are just so contradicting too

`shake it!!

My mind's unweaving/ 11:32 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

today was not such a bad day after all
I DIDN'T GET SCOLDINGS FROM ANY TEACHER!
for the first time,
mum actually fetched me to school

we managed to buy the most expensive tickets for assembly
cos we didn't get any seats at the back..
yea. super good view?
we couldn't see anything at all
except for mrs lee singing and the prefect raising the flag.

chinese
su lao shi was away to mark some exam papers for moe
wahh.. so honoured eh.
another teacher took over her.
to think that i actually thought i couldn't sleep during chinese anymore
DENG LAO SHI
he took half an hour to go thru
the introduction of the writer
and 4 lines of the passage!!
*applauses
xuan and i were practically chatting
instead of listening to him
haha. it was darn funny
WE CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE
the way deng lao shi goes thru the passage is just like a snail
and he would explain the meanings of words like 'ji de' and 'jia xiang'
and we predicted it!!
next time of you want to have your future read,
please look for mdm lim and ng
for the lesson after school, he took another one hour
just to go thru 1/4 of the passage!!
woa. great improvement
i slept. and drooled?!

My mind's unweaving/ 1:35 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

ANOTHER IDOL?!
I'M GOING MAD.
YOU KNOW. MAD!
YES MAD!!
REPEAT AFTER ME..
THAT'S A GOOD CHILD
SHE'S BEEN LISTENING TO THEIR SONGS EVERYDAY
EVERY SINGLE DAY
THE SAME 12 songs!!

some STUPID korean band
DONG BANG SHIN KI
what kind of a stupid name is that
it's supposed to be dong fang shen qi in chinese
SO DUMB.

ANOTHER ONE

his name is U-KNOW
just what kind of a name is that?!
that's the DUMBEST name i've ever heard
and why is he scratching his head?
if he has head [lies]??
then he'd better go see a doctor

they're just driving me NUTS everyday

who else?
none other than my sis
-.-"
so nuts that i cant get to sleep

My mind's unweaving/ 4:06 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

haven't been blogging for the past few days
hoo..
celeste's helping me to make some phtoshop thingy
which obviously i'm hopeless in.

[wed]
went for maths tuition
mum made me go for it twice a week
i was expecting it to be a horror
but it wasn't
there was this guy's birthday celebration
can't rmb his name.. i think it's desmond
banana chocolate cake
you can imagine how horrible that is
but unexpectedly,
IT'S NICE!!
and so the day went on
CRAPPY
and of all time,
my slipper had to break during class
and i walked home in the dark like some baikah

[thurs]
BORING

[friday]
BORING
spent the day studying history
and slacking
and eating
and talking on the phone
and watching tv
and using the comp

My mind's unweaving/ 1:27 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

i discovered smt new about my mum today
ARGH!!! @-@
i'm so embarrased

My mind's unweaving/ 9:31 AM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

went to compass with vic and xuan
to study!
I LOVE VIC'S TURTLE TAIL!!
she tied up her hair today
and xuan lost her calculator for the 3rd time
met up with rachie and hwee
the ah lians and ah beng in mos burger were so irritating
and the gay waiter
hahaha

My mind's unweaving/ 2:25 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

today, i've discovered that you're really smart
it wasn't my fault at all
you were the one who offered to pay me for doing some things
what's wrong with accepting it?
yet you twisted the fact
and said that you even had to pay me for it
now i'm the devil?
THANKS A LOT
that's why i said you're so smart

-wo ai ni ai zhe ni
jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi

haha
cute right?

my ear still hurts after i took out the ear stud
and replaced it with a ear stick

anyways, i still can't understand
why my sis and her friends go crazy over

shinhwa
it's not as if they're so GOOD
or smt
they're uhh..
ALRIGHT la

My mind's unweaving/ 6:37 AM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

lessons before recess were kinda boring
today's recess seemed to last for so long
yuxuan almost got killed by louisa
for using chip and dale's hair to clean the dirt behind her ear
YUXUAN, THAT'S SUPER DISGUSTING
i almost got killed too
-i'm NOT scared of louisa
haha

physics
that stupid someone went to tell mr lim something
which obviously wasn't said by me
and i will definitely NOT say anything
of what the person told him what i said
i just hate it when people add words into my mouth
now, what the heck
he's floating?
it's stupid

got back results
percentage dropped by 0.6%
but it's still bad
i have to work so much harder than before
ALRIGHT SOKYI
YOU HAVE TO STUDY HARD
NO MORE SLACKING
although you love too..

after school
took cab with lydia, celeste and raina
alighted at kovan with raina
suddenly this old man approached us for money
to top up his ezlink card
to go to woodlands for a job interview
both of us were so broke already
gave him $3
we had no money for lunch
went up to raina's mum's shop
'koped' her fries
talked quite a bit with raina today
our lunch was the medium fries and the baker's boy's vanilla bread
quite pathetic.
walked to the bus stop with raina to wait for her bus
then HOMED

My mind's unweaving/ 4:05 PM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

you will always be my superstar
KELLY POON!!
yay.. haha i'm going mad
definition of mad: insanity
it's fun going MAD!!
whee
madness
mad people like going mad cos it's fun going mad if you're mad so they're mad people.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:20 PM

you`
thanks for making my day
at least now i know that
you're not angry with me or anything

thinking of what sir said ytd
makes me kinda happy
this is what he said
'You cannot count on the sec 4s
to pull up the band.
You may even be the ones
guiding your seniors on how to play the pieces
for the genting trip'
like how often do you get to teach your seniors things?
and claim that you're better than them
for once =)

went out to buy dinner just now
suddenly i heard singing
at frist i thought it was jap
then i thought it was hokkien
then i finally realised that it was a chinese song
there were people singing at the old
bus interchange at heartland
gosh..
dont they feel embarrased?
their singing's good
but what kind of a place is that for singing?

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THE SALES OF KELVIN'S CDS
ARE SO MUCH HIGHER THAN KELLY'S!!
WHAT ARE THOSE SINGAPOREANS THINKING?
kelly's singing is SO MUCH BETTER than kelvin's
and kelly has so much potential compared to kelvin
sigh..
i just hope that kelly wins the competition tmr
all the best!!

My mind's unweaving/ 2:50 PM